My first photobook, published in 2022 with funding from Creative Scotland. First edition of 50 is sold out. This is only for the PDF.

79 photographs arranged in 5 sections over 124 pages. Conceived as a bilingual edition (Fr/En) with an astute 7-page preface by Raphael Mann.

I sequenced and designed the book myself, poring over thousands of photos I made in Ramsgate, Kent, my home during winter 2021, the first winter of the pandemic… the year Christmas was cancelled. I wanted the book to speak of our collective experience of a traumatic time and to remind us of situations and feelings we've already mostly chosen to forget.